Just typical me

Hi guys

I have to say, anyone who properly knows me reading this now would just sit there and laugh. This is so me, deciding that one day I want to do something then BAM I want to do something else, its just in my nature. Blogging is definitely something I wanted to get into. After being inspired by Vlogs of Youtubers I have felt a real need to just do an online diary, something that my friends and family could look at but also for someone who is completely separate to my life, a way to connect with others. I feel a bit silly writing this but I suppose theres no way of getting into something if you don't try. 

So a massive update, I went to Zante with my friends which was really amazing, so fun to spend 10 days with them and learn even more about them. My summer was amazing, getting my results was like the end of the beginning. Such an emotional day full of happiness and sadness, I cried for most of the day. However since Zante I have been so so poorly, coughing constantly, getting a cold and now I have flu. I'be really been punished for something. I then fell involve with a guy I have known for so many years. Cut a massively long story short, we met up and the rest is history. My favourite part about the last few months is being able to be totally independent, having a job and just earning some money. Seeing four of my best friends go off to uni has been difficult however I have a whole new life now and I love it, its not better than being with my friends but its just different. 

So I'm going to try and update daily now, to see whether this is something that i can get into.

Lots of Love

Laura xxx

Infuriating

Hi guys

I have had such a confusing, annoying, jumbled day. I am so stressed out with exam prep etc that I am up to my eyeballs in work and anxiety. To top it all off, my ex boyfriend is just being the biggest douche bag you could think of. Long story but he is being so so immature and I just cannot cope with it at the moment, I want to resolve this confrontation because I am having it constantly at college but I am just so tired and not feeling myself. I just have no idea whether its worth it. We are going to Zante in a months time as a huge group and I am just nervous that this is going to cause an even bigger divide. ARGHgdyagaufg help. Anyway I should probably stop rambling on and continue my english lit revision.If you are doing english let me know because I have NO idea what I am doing. Think I'm going to do a little beauty post tomorrow if I have time...

Laura xxx

18th Blues

So I turned 18 last Wednesday...Yay. I was bought some amazing gifts such as my new MacBook Air (which I am currently using) a surprise Mulberry purse which is just absolutely amazing. Makeup etc which I haven't used all yet, however I'm going to do a post on all the little bits I love. I have had such a manic week, with going 'out out' for the first time on Wednesday which was definitely an experience. Then a couple of days to recover then a huge family and friend party on Saturday which was so lovely. Back to reality now and I have such bad birthday blues. With my first exam this Friday I am feeling so unbelievably stressed anxious and under prepared. I have revised so so much but theres still a huge amount of doubt in my mind about how well I am actually going to do. Anyone going through exam season will understand the lack of motivation you have just before an exam, you feel exhausted from just thinking about the amount of work you actually have to do. Last push and then I am done for good. On that note I will love and leave for today.

Lots of Love

Laura xx

Me

Good Morning? I guess its like afternoon now. Hi i'm Laura, I am 18 years old and I have no idea why or what I am doing. I have chosen to set up a blog that is a bit of everything. Beauty reviews, advice, clothing choices, life choices and my own struggles in day to day life. Why now you may ask? Well i have a tumblr and i've always wanted to blog on there but i've found it quite difficult to do so. I love talking (literally love it) and i really wanted a place where i can do that freely. I don't know whether this is something i shall do daily, weekly, or even if i will keep this up but I hope i do because i feel like this could be really good for me. I hope you enjoy me exposing my soul to anyone and anything. Ok i'll stop dribbling on now. Time for me to stop. 

Lots of Love

Laura