Infuriating

Hi guys

I have had such a confusing, annoying, jumbled day. I am so stressed out with exam prep etc that I am up to my eyeballs in work and anxiety. To top it all off, my ex boyfriend is just being the biggest douche bag you could think of. Long story but he is being so so immature and I just cannot cope with it at the moment, I want to resolve this confrontation because I am having it constantly at college but I am just so tired and not feeling myself. I just have no idea whether its worth it. We are going to Zante in a months time as a huge group and I am just nervous that this is going to cause an even bigger divide. ARGHgdyagaufg help. Anyway I should probably stop rambling on and continue my english lit revision.If you are doing english let me know because I have NO idea what I am doing. Think I'm going to do a little beauty post tomorrow if I have time...

Laura xxx

18th Blues

So I turned 18 last Wednesday...Yay. I was bought some amazing gifts such as my new MacBook Air (which I am currently using) a surprise Mulberry purse which is just absolutely amazing. Makeup etc which I haven't used all yet, however I'm going to do a post on all the little bits I love. I have had such a manic week, with going 'out out' for the first time on Wednesday which was definitely an experience. Then a couple of days to recover then a huge family and friend party on Saturday which was so lovely. Back to reality now and I have such bad birthday blues. With my first exam this Friday I am feeling so unbelievably stressed anxious and under prepared. I have revised so so much but theres still a huge amount of doubt in my mind about how well I am actually going to do. Anyone going through exam season will understand the lack of motivation you have just before an exam, you feel exhausted from just thinking about the amount of work you actually have to do. Last push and then I am done for good. On that note I will love and leave for today.

Lots of Love

Laura xx